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Sunday, February 26, 2012

Remembering to aprovechar (or "treat yo' self")

Every expat can understand the sentimental roller coaster of life in a society not your own.  Moments of pure joy at achieving something as simple as getting basic utilities can quickly be followed by the lowest of lows as you realize that, no matter how hard you try and how much you learn, you will never be a native and you will always be encountering new difficulties.  After four stints abroad, I figured that I'd be able to weather the roller coaster ride of my time in Madrid without many problems.  For the most part, this has been true.

Over the past week, however, I came to realize the degree to which my roller coaster was "coasting" along in a straight line devoid of excitement. In all aspects of my life, whether professional, personal or social, I became overly settled into a routine.  Starting last Wednesday in Valladolid, the Fulbright Commission held a mid-year conference for all the American grantees in Spain.  This conference brought together not only all of the teaching assistants from the three regions where we are placed, but also visiting lecturers and researchers.  (Also, they provided loads of free wine!)  For three days, we discussed the problems that we are facing, but more importantly, we focused on solutions.  We talked about useful teaching techniques, effective classroom management, and how to manage in a system that many times doesn't know what to do with us.
Also: Wine tasting in a cellar underneath a castle.  There was that.
As someone who has often been relegated to a human dictionary in the corner of the room this was vitally important.  The best part was that it reminded me why I had come in the first place.  It reminded me that extra work and creativity pays off not only in student success, but in less stress and exhaustion for me.  The days that I am able to present and engage with students are far less tiring for me than the days that I sit unused, but especially recently, I had forgotten that and failed to make the efforts that aren't demanded by some of my teachers.

Watching the presentations of researchers and engaging in conversations with my fellow grantees, I was awakened to another aspect of my coasting: I have been living my life at a middle school ESL level.  It's hard to fully explain what I mean by this, but I'll use the example of language.  Even though teachers at my school speak English quite well, my English speech has transformed and become more limited.  I learn to eliminate phrasal verbs (i.e. make it, make it up, make up for it, make of it, make for it, make it out, etc...  our language is a minefield of absurd complexities that we don't think about.) and I often choose one word over another, more natural choice simply to improve comprehension (i.e. "kind" in Spanish is "tipo," so the English cognate "type" draws fewer blank stares).  As for my high level vocabulary, it has all but disappeared.  Even my ideas are simplified in order to convey them to an age unable to abstract in the same way.  Seeing people that spent all of their days intensely studying and writing reminded me of the amazing communities of English academia, but also alerted me to my inability to function at the same level in Spanish.
A day in my life


Finally, their presentations also simply reminded of all that there is in the world to learn.  Whether researching cancer cells and inhibitor drugs, scouring archives of imperial Spain, or looking at a booming new culture of social entrepreneurship, all of them were doing amazing, stimulating work.  I live in an amazing metropolis of 3 million people with countless cultural centers full of untapped knowledge at my fingertips.  I take Arabic classes, but put little effort into them.  I live just 5 minutes from 2 of the best art museums in the world (that I can access for free), yet I never visit them.  My neighborhood is known for its plays and live music and informational exhibitions, yet I end up taking a long siesta after school and staying home.

There is a Spanish word, "aprovechar," that I always use as an example of the inadequacy of translation.  The best equivalent in English is "to take advantage of something," but it is an idea that I feel is only fully expressed in Spanish.  It is about finding the good, finding the joy, and finding the benefit in everything.  You can "aprovechar" a meal or a class or a journey, even a bad experience.  It's something that, in my stagnant routine, I've stopped doing.  Today, on my first full day back in Madrid, I woke up, and threw the windows open to enjoy the beautiful 70 degree, cloudless weather.  I called my friends and made eggs and pancakes for brunch, then cleaned before heading out on a walk to explore parts of my barrio that I've never visited.  Within 2 hours, I'd been to two major (free) cultural centers that have beautiful work spaces and resources that I'd never known about.  Seeing everyone out in the park, drawn outside by the wonderful first days of spring, gave me even more energy for the coming weeks and reminded me that if I can "aprovechar" two hours that much, just imagine what I can do with my entire time here.

New resolutions start best with pancakes, eggs, and fruit



Sunday, December 4, 2011

Thankful


So for Thanksgiving, I thought I'd do one of those deliciously cheesy "Things I'm Thankful For" posts.  22 things for 22 years.  (Not even going to apologize for the massive blogging delay.  It happens.  Will apologize for possible triteness, but given the nature of the post, did you expect anything less?)

1. Madrid- You know how those study abroad orientation booklets always talk about the “roller coaster” of living abroad? Well, it’s been about three months, and I’m riding steadily high (knock on wood). Sure, there have been days when I haven’t been in love with this city, but I still consider myself extremely lucky to be living here. It may not be the most beautiful city in the world, but I am constantly finding new and exciting things.

2. The United States- I love traveling and I particularly love Spain, but the more time I spend abroad just continues to show me things I love about America. While it may be extremely flawed (and considering people like Herman Cain or Michelle Bachmann as near legitimate leaders), I really can’t think of anywhere else I’d like to call home.

3. Friday menú del día- There are a million and one good things about a four day work week in and of itself, but a couple friends and I found yet another. We’re able to take advantage of Monday-Friday “menu of the day” deals that let us sample food all over the city at a decent price.

4. Lavapiés- Sure, it’s a bit rougher than neighborhoods like Salamanca. Sure, it’s not quite as clean. Sure, you’re not going to find Madrid’s elite anywhere near the area. But nonetheless, living in Lavapies has been one of the highlights of my time here. In a neighborhood where over 50% of the population is foreign-born, I never feel like an outsider. I can find foods and spices that are unheard of elsewhere in Spain. Best of all, it has a fantastic culture of coffeeshops and bookstores that I missed so much when I lived in Salamanca and Alicante.

5. Cheap travel- While Fulbright allows me a fairly comfortable lifestyle, my budget rarely includes much room for extravagant trips across the continent. Thankfully, Europe’s airlines have perfected budget friendly travel. I refuse to fly Ryanair, the company famous for pinching pennies by screwing over customers (the occasional 10 euro flight is still impossible to turn down), but even by avoiding this cheapest option, I’m still able to travel on the cheap. During one recent long weekend, I was able to make a quick hop over to Italy to visit friends all across the north. Round trip flight cost? Just 80 euros. And that was on the expensive side.

6. University of Arkansas- I’m still slowly adjusting to the reality that I’m a UA alumnus, but I am so grateful for the time that I spent in Fayetteville. Since being here, I’ve seen numerous college friends, and UA gave me the study abroad and language experience that has served me incredibly well thus far. I continue to cheer on my beloved Razorbacks from afar, and even gathered with two other hog alums to watch the painful loss to LSU. I just wish I could head back for the Cotton Bowl. Woo pig!!!!

7. My high school staff- When I first learned that I’d be teaching in IES Atenea, I was less than thrilled. As I stared at its location on Google Maps, far away from Madrid, on the very edge of the city of Alcalá de Henares, I realized I had a year of long arduous commutes ahead of me. Now that I’ve begun working there, however, I’ve realized that the community of teachers makes up for the hour and a half of travel back and forth. They have been extremely welcoming, tending to my every need and buying my coffee most days in the cafeteria. They love teaching me new things about Spain, and even those that know no English always greet me with a smile and “Good morning.”

8. My students- They may be snots at time, but there is nothing more energizing than walking into a room and being greeted by 30 beaming faces yelling “HELLO ANDREW!!!!!!” I don’t think that will ever get old.

9. My roommate- If you’d told me when I met Javi in Fayetteville that we’d be sharing an apartment in Madrid four years later, I would never have believed you. Even last spring, when I sent him a message asking for advice on places to live, I don’t think either of us imagined where it would lead. But then, in September, we went and looked at the first apartment we’d found online, and we took it. This year could not be the same without him. He’s introduced me to fantastic new friends, and our extreme Spanglish keeps up both of our language skills. He’s always a resource for whatever Spanish thing I may be curious about, and overall, he’s just a very good friend.

10. Tastes of America- This Thanksgiving, thanks to the efforts of Emily Nevala and Ethan Carter, my friends and I were able to enjoy turkey, stuffing, potato casseroles, pumpkin pies, and best of all, cranberry sauce!!! If you’ve had a Thanksgiving in Spain before (I have) you’d know that many of these things are nearly impossible to find. It was a welcome visit back home, even if it was only in the gastronomic sense rather than the physical.

A wonderful Thanksgiving dinner.  (Also see numbers 9 and 20.)
11. Wine- Whether it’s a silky smooth glass of Ribera del Duero, a powerful Rioja, a light and bubbly Txakoli, or a refreshing Albariño, Spain is a wine drinker’s paradise. Enough said.

12. Fruterías- One thing I decided when I moved to Madrid was that I was going to try to eat healthier. In a place where the average meal involves only white, brown, and red (potatoes and jamon), I knew it might be difficult. Much to my delight, I ended up living next to two Bengali-owned fruterías. (They’re literally next door to each other in the same building. I don’t understand it.) They have fantastic prices and mountains of fruits and vegetables that typically would be quite hard to find in Spain. As it is closer that the supermarket, my healthier diet plans have been quite easy to fulfill.

13. English- Living in the US, it’s hard to grasp just how lucky we are to have English as our mother tongue. When you leave and realize that what for you was a natural consequence of growing up is an indispensable commodity for others, it hits you. Just by speaking the way I was taught, I have a hugely marketable skill. Not to mention, when you’re traveling through places with uncommon languages, English is the natural lingua franca. It is our key to exploring the world, and it’s a pity that Americans don’t do it more.

14. Clases particulares- As I said, speaking English is a very marketable skill here, and so I’ve been able to pick up several private lessons (clases particulares) in which my only requirement is to sit and have conversations. It pays well, and I’ve learned so much about Spain, its culture, and its challenges.

15. Retiro- El Parque del Buen Retiro is essentially the Central Park of Madrid, and it is only 15 minutes from my house. This means that rather than running through the packed, dirty streets of the city, I get to go run the couple of miles on wide dirt paths around the perimeter of this beautiful park, surrounded by trees and a multitude of bikers, runners, and roller bladers.

16. The bathroom window of my apartment- It may seem strange, but I love walking in to see this:
Hello sunset!
17. Fulbright- I certainly appreciate the money, but the best part of being a Fulbright is the amazing community of people that it has allowed me to meet. It’s an instant source of interesting coffee dates, travel companions, and dinner party guests.

18. Political debates- I arrived in Spain at a very important point in its history. In the last month, I’ve witnessed a presidential election, sat in on meetings to organize strikes, and personally debated the options that remain for the Eurozone. Living with Javi has been a big part of this, as he shares my diplomatic aspirations, but in general, these are topics that I’ve found most Spaniards very willing to talk about. By the time the election came around, I felt like I had gathered enough information to make an educated decision about who I was supporting, however little it mattered.

19. Rooftop cafes on a clear day- One of my favorite places in Madrid is Gaudeamos Café, a rooftop café above a library in the heart of Lavapiés. The library in and of itself is astounding, built into the ruins of an old collapsed church. The contrast between the sleek modern décor of the library and the old brick frame of the church is beautiful and only enhanced by a coffee on the roof as the sunset paints the sky in shades of orange and red.

20. Everyone I’ve met this year- As experienced as I may have become in traveling abroad and making new friends, graduation presented me with a tough reality. I won’t be moving back to Arkansas, and the friends that I had become so close to were going to be scattered all over the world. I had always made new friends before knowing I’d go back to be with the old ones, but this time was different. Then I spent a summer getting to know an amazingly inspiring group of Iraqis that I grew to love dearly, and this fall, I have developed even more close friendships in a remarkably short period of time.

21. Tapas- Goat cheese, pine nuts, and caramelized onions; smoked cod and roasted red peppers; jamón (gold in pork form), brie, and berry jam; sobresada and manchego cheese… You name it, this country has turned snacks into a world of food masterpieces that I’ve only just begun to explore.
Heaven.
22. My family- The past year has been rough at some points, and has only proven to me what a wonderful family I have.  As we gathered to celebrate my parents’ 60 incredible years this summer, I looked around and knew that this, above all, was the greatest blessing I could have received.